Feel different~

I feel different after watched Marley & Me.....feel so touching...actually i dono wat i should say....i juz feel it's time to change...i should be more happy...and i feel happy to have a boyfren like u,dear....i really feel happy...i hope we can be forever n ever~i love u dear~
Actually now i should study science but i choose to relax...because study should be fun...should be happy..juz follow ur ways to study....i think i should stop here....good nite~:D

Complicated~

I cant say my feeling my now...feel so weird...but tis feeling appear before in my life...i feel like lost in the forest~so blur~=.=
So many homework & test...feel so tired...but still trying my best to complete my Junior 3 Life~Althought it's hard and painstaking,i think i can still tahan...:)
I juz hope i can be stronger....

~Bad Luck~

I feel so bad luck 2 day...caught by teacher..scolded by teacher...haiz..feel so pressure..need face PMR & UEC again...haiz....God,i really hope u can help me this year again...please...i hope u can give me more energy..thanks....haiz,,need study again....

~New Year,New Life??~

Going to 2009 ler....worrying school reopen...worrying i can settle new life or not....worrying i everything...

Can our relationship continue next year?i scare...i scare i will lost tis relationship...i scare when we break up i cant accept it.....hope our relationship will be continue~

Can i handle PMR & UEC??haiz....nvm lar....i juz hope i can go in science class~

Dono y i always think so much....i think i should only worry abt 2moro...but not next year things...=.=..

~Merry Christmas~

普通的夜晚 12月25日 11时06分



Today quite normal..morning went to Lidu hav breakfast.....then went to 1B..and dear also there...actually i don hope to meet him coz i scare i saw him,i will miss him so so much,i scare i will cry...but luckily din saw him...then nite go city mall....

I feel so sick 2day...feel so dizzy..i think my mum n i also sick ler...

Today actually feel more no mood....cant even smile~i cant control...i dono y....i m trying to smile but cant work...last time de me is disapear....i hope to find bak...but....:(

But actually feel better now..coz i cried n share wif my dear ler....but i don wan tell him de coz i hope i'm a always happy girl in his heart...but i failed...sorry,dear...:(

Haiz...i dono wat i'm thinking...i think i'm 100% crazy~

Actually i made 3 wishes at 12am...i hope Santa will prove all my wishes~Thanks..

Merry Christmas everyone~:D
Hope every1 can celebrate Christmas happily:D

~Christmas Eve~

漂亮的夜晚 12月24日 11时40分(还有20分钟就圣诞节)


今天是我一生最遭的平安夜~

Actually today wanna go church wif brother de but i feel he don wan i go...so go celebrate wif mummy...actually we wan go city mall de The Hut hav dinner de but there full of ppl,no place....then we go Mei Xin hav some drinks..later we go hav a walk at Tanjung Aru Resort..then go Hyatt buy cakes but finished ler..=.=...then we go Upperstar have supper....Although waited very long,still feel happy coz feel like many ppl celebrate wif me...
Actually i feel so lonely...every year i celebrate wif family in KL or other country de but this year different~
Haiz...nvm lar...actually i knew The Star in the sky is following me de....thanks...today de sky is the most beautiful in my life~:D
Merry Christmas!!!:D
*Thanks,dear...thx 4 sms wif me...:D...I love you~

~幸福的决择~

晴天 12月23号2008年 早上10时52分

圣诞节快到了...我的圣诞节会是怎样呢?会自己过吗?还是和朋友?还是和家人?
昨天,~幸福的决择~上映了...它真的让我领悟到爱~
宝贝,其实我超想和你庆祝圣诞节可是我知是不可能的...可是你千万不要怪自己哦!!!
其实拥有爱情是需要付出代价的...没有代价的爱情,不是真爱情~所以我会等待某一年和你庆祝的:)
爱情就是那么奇妙,什么事情都会发生的....当年我却在海边发誓我不想拥有爱情,可是上帝却在4年后给我一个那么幸福的爱情..上帝,这爱情是您给我的惩罚还是礼物?
不管是礼物还是惩罚,希望上帝会把所有的幸福给他...我不会埋怨上帝所给的时间,我会谢谢您曾经让我拥有过一个幸福的爱情,谢谢你曾经让我变成世界幸福的女人.....